You

I stay awake all night, on my bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering, “Where did it all go wrong?” Do you ever do the same? You used to say that you won’t ever leave me, that you’d always be there for me. Where are you now that I need you the most? Why did you…

Quote #10

There are moments when I stare blankly into the space in front of my eyes. Nothing goes through my mind in those moments. Nothing bothers me. No feelings. No memories. Just blank. It is in these little moments that I find some solace. P.S.- What do you think of this quote? Do you agree with…

Out of My Mind

Sometimes, I just want to cave in and I don’t want to face the world.   Sometimes, I just want to scream and I don’t want anyone to hear.   The whole world, ever ready to knock me down every time I get up.   Tears stream down my red cheeks and there’s no one…

Scars

That cut that runs along my wrist; it has a story to tell.   That mark that I have on my waist; it has a history that scares me.   That blemish that covers my collarbone; it makes my soul cold.   And all the scars on my body, refuse to fade just like those…

A Beautiful Sight

I’m so tired. This world around me continues to wear me down. Exhausted I am. Tired I am of fighting. In this world so beautiful, a little dark speck I am, keeping this world from being flawless. Oh what a sight it would be, me hanging from the ceiling, a rope tied around my neck…

My Last Sleep

Oh so tired I am, can’t wait to go to bed and, put my aching heart to rest. I close my eyes, and dream my way into a deep sleep, so peaceful and calm. I fall deeper and deeper into the dark abyss of unknown, never to come back again, never to open my eyes…

A Failure

“A failure you are,” everyone keeps reminding me. It’s been embedded in every inch of my skull. They keep telling me that I can never succeed, that I’ll never be good enough, that I’ll always be a failure. Little do they know that they need not remind me this. I already am aware of how…

Afraid of Light

  Pitch black was all I could see around me; It was all I’d ever seen.   You brought me in this light, away from the darkness.   All this goodness, it overwhelms me. It’s too dazzling, I want to cower away.   You brought me in this world so blazing. How am I supposed…

Emptiness

  Tears fall, like leaves in autumn.   Wanting to give up, not being able to bear it anymore.   Loneliness, consumes me, slowly.   The reasons worth fighting for, starts to disappear.   The light starts to fade; nothing left around me but darkness.   Will this ever end; this feeling of never ending emptiness?

Darkness

You don’t know the power it has, the power it can have over you. It consumes you, destroys you, leaves you, with nothing but an aching soul.   Alone you’re left, in the everlasting Darkness.