Fall asleep beside me

Lie down beside me and tell me about your day, tell me about that guy who was a jerk to you, tell me how the weather today was too hot, tell me about the times when you missed me. Stay awake beside me and take my hand in yours, take me in your arms, take…

Will deal with it together

You’re irritating and annoying and a complete psychopath, difficult to understand, even more difficult to guess your mood. You hurt me on purpose, say things just to make me mad, you demand too much of my patience, and even more of my anger. In spite of all this drama that you carry as your baggage,…

Please just stay

There are people who love me, whom I am so grateful to have, and yet, even they can’t get through to me, I can’t let even them in. It’s so hot, and so dark even though the light’s on, I’m sweating and crying and shaking, and I can’t find an escape. I splash water on…

I wish we had more time

The inevitability of what’s to come, makes me feel so helpless. I know that I can’t and that I shouldn’t, and that I have no right, to stop you from going. A part of me wants you to go back, far away from all this cynicism. However, the other part of me, the part that…

From Suffocation to Contentment

Suffocating it was, to not be able to say what I really wanted you to know. Maddening it was, to keep pretending to be okay with everything. Relieved I am, when on the second day, I told you that I need time. Content I am, now that you know, exactly what I want and need….

The Liebster Award (5th)

Thank you Sidharth for nominating me for this award. I really appreciate your continuous support. Rules:1 Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link back to their blog so others can find them.2 Answer the questions asked by the blogger who nominated you.3 Nominate other bloggers and ask them 11 new questions.4 Notify…

Dear Stranger

Dear Stranger, our meeting was a pure coincidence. Started with emails, continued with texts. Then, the calls started, and the late night video calls followed. From my first relationship to my first ever heartbreak, you’ve been with me, through them all. You’re annoying sometimes, but you never let my smile falter. Even though we’ve never…

A Promise I couldn’t keep

“Promises are made to be broken,” this is what you tell yourself, only to put yourself in a good light. “I’ll always be there for you.” Well, where are you now? “You’re the only one for me.” Like hell! “I love you.” A terrible, terrible lie. “I’ll never let anyone hurt you.” Well this one’s…

One of Those Nights

Tonight is one of those nights when I just can’t get you out of my head. There’s only one thing that I want to ask you. How does it feel knowing that you destroyed the one thing that I had? Tonight is one of those nights when I just lie awake on my bed, and…

Let’s just stay together

Let’s get high and never come back down. Let’s go climb that mountain which I can see from my window, and carve our names out, on the bark of the tallest tree, with a heart around it. Let’s go out on a walk on roads with canopy, and take the long way back, and talk…