Why was I never enough for you?

Why was I never enough for you? I try to keep myself busy and to not think about you, but I can’t help it. I can’t stop thinking about the last time that I saw you. I still remember how it felt standing on that platform all alone, watching your train slowly go away, while…

To ease this chaos in my mind

I don’t want to seem too clingy, and that is why I don’t tell you, how desperately I need you to be there for me sometimes. I don’t want to irritate you, and that is why I don’t tell you, the things that are threatening to tear me apart. I don’t want to disturb you,…

Beyond My Comprehension

It is beyond my comprehension, how you even live with yourself, being fully aware of the fact, that it’s your words, your actions, that keep haunting me, torturing me, every waking moment of every day, and more times than not, even in my dreams while I sleep. P.S.- Let me know what you think of…

Escaping the Unescapable

Can’t we pause for a moment and just breathe? All these thoughts running wild in my mind, all these queries wearying my soul down, all these emotions suffocating my heart, what am I supposed to do with all this? How can I ever break free from myself? This unescapable heat of constant anxiety, this mindlessly…

I know I shouldn’t

I know that we’re just delaying the inevitable, and that you’ll have to leave soon. I know that I should be ready and prepared and used to it, by now. But I still feel like the air has been sucked out of my lungs at the very mention of you going away. I know that…

Quote #14

We don’t need to bring pain to others, to bring contentment to ourselves. P.S.- What do you think of this quote? Do you agree with it? Have any other opinions? Share below!

I need time

“I need time,” I told you on the second day of the journey that we started on together. I don’t know what exactly this is that I need time for. I myself don’t understand most of the things that I say, but I do genuinely feel them. Maybe it’s to get a grasp of reality,…

Tore down my own self

“Why am I not enough?” I used to wonder, every single moment of every single day. It seemed as though, everyone would be happier, everything would be nicer, if only I wouldn’t be a part of it. Everything wrong seemed to be because of me, blame upon blame, I showered upon myself. Ruthlessly and cold…

Flustered and Terrified

It’s after 5 months that someone dared to speak your name in front of me. I was flustered, terrified… An outrageous revelation followed, but I guess, I just don’t care anymore. I saw your pics last evening, and I almost dropped my phone on the floor. My breaths quickened, and all that I could think…

The Breakdown

The day before yesterday, I had a breakdown. I thought I was better now. I thought I was over it all. Everything was going well. I was exceptionally happy and content with everything in my life. But then, it hit me like BAM! I couldn’t speak, couldn’t even comprehend what others were saying to me….