Will deal with it together

You’re irritating and annoying and a complete psychopath, difficult to understand, even more difficult to guess your mood. You hurt me on purpose, say things just to make me mad, you demand too much of my patience, and even more of my anger. In spite of all this drama that you carry as your baggage,…

Anytime you want

Come find me whenever you need me, I promise I’ll be there, always. Come to me when things get tough, I can’t make it any easier, but I promise I’ll stay with you through all of it. Come to me when confusion clouds your mind, I can’t make it any clearer for you, but I…

Why was I never enough for you?

Why was I never enough for you? I try to keep myself busy and to not think about you, but I can’t help it. I can’t stop thinking about the last time that I saw you. I still remember how it felt standing on that platform all alone, watching your train slowly go away, while…

You didn’t let go of me

You kept telling me to go back, that I shouldn’t be out here, in this wilderness, that it wasn’t safe. And yet, contradictory to your words, you didn’t let go of my hand, you didn’t let go of me. You held onto me as if I was the very gravity that pulled you to the…

I wish we had more time

The inevitability of what’s to come, makes me feel so helpless. I know that I can’t and that I shouldn’t, and that I have no right, to stop you from going. A part of me wants you to go back, far away from all this cynicism. However, the other part of me, the part that…

These little moments of us

There are days when I go on happily, only because I know that miles away, there’s someone who loves me so faithfully. And yet, there are some days, when being aware of this fact just doesn’t feel enough. These are the days when this distance mocks me, and laughs at me. Today is one of…

I know I shouldn’t

I know that we’re just delaying the inevitable, and that you’ll have to leave soon. I know that I should be ready and prepared and used to it, by now. But I still feel like the air has been sucked out of my lungs at the very mention of you going away. I know that…

A forever with you

Your hand in mine, my head on your shoulder, your other arm on my waist, holding me close to you. The light just enough to light up your face, at this beautiful break of dawn, that’s bearing the witness to something so special between us. No amount of time feels enough, when spent with you….

Take me

Take my hand, and lead me to the place, where we can be ourselves, and not be worried about what others would say. Take me in your arms, and hide me away, from this world, that only knows how to judge and ridicule. Take me as I am, and love me for who I am,…

What if?

What if I open my heart up to you? Would you embrace it, or would you demolish the leftover pieces, just like everyone else did? Would you accept its faults and insecurities, along with its kindness and compassion, or would you take advantage of its innocence, and then leave me to fend for myself? Would…