Can’t seem to close it

These slowed reverb songs torment me with this space that lies between you and me. Didn’t think it was possible for me to open my heart again, but to you, I just can’t seem to close it. Moments I crave for, your presence I seek for, your smile I’m breathless for. P.S.- What did you…

Will deal with it together

You’re irritating and annoying and a complete psychopath, difficult to understand, even more difficult to guess your mood. You hurt me on purpose, say things just to make me mad, you demand too much of my patience, and even more of my anger. In spite of all this drama that you carry as your baggage,…

Anytime you want

Come find me whenever you need me, I promise I’ll be there, always. Come to me when things get tough, I can’t make it any easier, but I promise I’ll stay with you through all of it. Come to me when confusion clouds your mind, I can’t make it any clearer for you, but I…

Enchanted

I saw you first when you opened the gate for me, just how a prince does in fairy tales, you were dressed in dark blue jeans, and blue tees of a shade even darker than your jeans’. “I knew you were trouble when you walked in,” echoed in my mind, and I knew that you’re…

Why was I never enough for you?

Why was I never enough for you? I try to keep myself busy and to not think about you, but I can’t help it. I can’t stop thinking about the last time that I saw you. I still remember how it felt standing on that platform all alone, watching your train slowly go away, while…

You didn’t let go of me

You kept telling me to go back, that I shouldn’t be out here, in this wilderness, that it wasn’t safe. And yet, contradictory to your words, you didn’t let go of my hand, you didn’t let go of me. You held onto me as if I was the very gravity that pulled you to the…

I wish we had more time

The inevitability of what’s to come, makes me feel so helpless. I know that I can’t and that I shouldn’t, and that I have no right, to stop you from going. A part of me wants you to go back, far away from all this cynicism. However, the other part of me, the part that…

These little moments of us

There are days when I go on happily, only because I know that miles away, there’s someone who loves me so faithfully. And yet, there are some days, when being aware of this fact just doesn’t feel enough. These are the days when this distance mocks me, and laughs at me. Today is one of…