A Soul stronger than ever before

We were a wretched mess, hanging on by a wafer thin thread, clinging onto little moments of happiness. And when that thread broke, we fell apart and I was left alone, constantly thinking of where it all went wrong. Then I hit my lowest last year, suffocating beneath all that pain, kept fighting for fresh…

Living

Falling, feeling, creating. Living, loving, being. Living.

Please just stay

There are people who love me, whom I am so grateful to have, and yet, even they can’t get through to me, I can’t let even them in. It’s so hot, and so dark even though the light’s on, I’m sweating and crying and shaking, and I can’t find an escape. I splash water on…

To ease this chaos in my mind

I don’t want to seem too clingy, and that is why I don’t tell you, how desperately I need you to be there for me sometimes. I don’t want to irritate you, and that is why I don’t tell you, the things that are threatening to tear me apart. I don’t want to disturb you,…

Escaping the Unescapable

Can’t we pause for a moment and just breathe? All these thoughts running wild in my mind, all these queries wearying my soul down, all these emotions suffocating my heart, what am I supposed to do with all this? How can I ever break free from myself? This unescapable heat of constant anxiety, this mindlessly…