Say that you don’t love me

Please don’t pretend. I can’t handle anymore pretension. Just be real, even if it is bound to hurt me like hell. Please don’t say that you love me when you don’t. Please don’t comfort me, only to make yourself feel a bit good about yourself. Please don’t feel guilty for what you feel. ‘Cause I…

Never Mine to Lose

You don’t love me and that’s okay. I didn’t expect you to. Somewhere deep inside, I always knew that I wasn’t capable of your love. It just hurts, knowing that I never had you. You were never mine to lose. But it’s okay. It’s okay if you’re not mine; ’cause I am yours, always will…

Waiting in vain

You told me to wait and I did wait for you. The sunlight faded, and the day turned into twilight. The breeze only grew stronger, and the cold only made me shiver. I still waited for you. And you… never returned. P.S.- What did you think of this poem? Have you ever waited for someone…

Unresolved mess

These past few months, I haven’t been myself. I met some people, who made me aware of parts of me which I myself wasn’t aware of. But being the person that I am, I messed up, again, even with them. I’m sorry, for how I left things, unresolved, between us. I want to talk and…

Can’t move on

I used to think that we’re meant forever. I actually thought that nothing can break us apart. You must have moved on by now, just how I’m supposed to too. You must be so amused reading this, seeing how I still love you. If only you’d have known, what you were (are) for me, you’d…

A Dream

I saw a dream last night. It was you, with someone else. Someone, who was far more beautiful than me, who was way better than me in every aspect. I was shattered, felt like I couldn’t breathe, and that’s when I woke up. But it’s okay. It’s actually good if you move on with someone…

You

I stay awake all night, on my bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering, “Where did it all go wrong?” Do you ever do the same? You used to say that you won’t ever leave me, that you’d always be there for me. Where are you now that I need you the most? Why did you…

Chaos

It’s a chaos going on inside me. I myself don’t understand the things that I do, the reason why I’m pushing everyone away. I’m scared… that I’m losing everything, everyone that I have. I’m scared I’m isolating myself, and climbing down into the darkness from which you pulled me out. I’m scared that this chaos…

Since you left

You did it again, didn’t you? Left me all alone when I needed you the most? Don’t worry, I didn’t fall apart this time. I’ve grown stronger, you know, since the day you left me in the dark, without any reason. I still have my break downs, but I’ve got better at hiding them, thanks…

A Temporary Solace

You remember that last pic we took on the last day of school? The pic in which you held my hand like you’ll never let it go? Things changed, I guess, or was it you who changed? Or was it me? What did change between us? So many questions float around in my head, keeping…