Chaos

It’s a chaos going on inside me. I myself don’t understand the things that I do, the reason why I’m pushing everyone away. I’m scared… that I’m losing everything, everyone that I have. I’m scared I’m isolating myself, and climbing down into the darkness from which you pulled me out. I’m scared that this chaos…

Since you left

You did it again, didn’t you? Left me all alone when I needed you the most? Don’t worry, I didn’t fall apart this time. I’ve grown stronger, you know, since the day you left me in the dark, without any reason. I still have my break downs, but I’ve got better at hiding them, thanks…

A Temporary Solace

You remember that last pic we took on the last day of school? The pic in which you held my hand like you’ll never let it go? Things changed, I guess, or was it you who changed? Or was it me? What did change between us? So many questions float around in my head, keeping…

The Autumn Fall

Wanted some thing, the other thing happened. Cool autumn breeze cooling the tears escaping from my eyes. The sun was set, darkness growing, wind gaining speed, leaves falling. Even the nature empathizes with me. Never in my life did I think that it would be you whom I’ll have to call my Autumn Fall. Inspired…

All I can think of

I close my eyes and all I see is you. Wind brushes my skin and all I can think about is how your skin felt against mine. Silence consumes me and all I can think about is how even our silence spoke. My eyes get droopy and all I can think about is how it…

I felt you

I was walking down a lane the other day, similar to the one where I was with you. All the memories came crashing down on me, and I swear, I felt you there, with me. I could actually feel your hands in mine, I could actually hear you speaking to me. I know that you’re…

Close to My Heart

Even now when we’re miles apart, I still remember the sweet saltiness of your lips, how your hands found mine and got lost in them, how you lift me up in the air and my hair fell down on your face, covering us from the entire world, how we stood in each other’s arms, how…

Our First

All those glances that we shared in between classes, All those texts that we exchanged early in the morning, All those late night conversations where we confessed our wildest fears, All those attempts that we made to get closer, has led us up to this day, our very first anniversary.

Do you?

You remember that day when we were walking so slow just to stay a little while more in the rain which made everything else but us, so hazy? You remember that day when you wiped the tears off my cheeks while you held my hands like I was your queen, your everything? You remember that…