From Suffocation to Contentment

Suffocating it was, to not be able to say what I really wanted you to know. Maddening it was, to keep pretending to be okay with everything. Relieved I am, when on the second day, I told you that I need time. Content I am, now that you know, exactly what I want and need….

Intoxicating Night

Starless sky, and yet, I find a certain solace, in this darkness that envelopes me. Cool breeze blowing my worries away, warmth of a decent company, making my soul summery. I feel high, I’m high on this night. This intoxication makes me feel so solemn; it almost feels like an awakening. P.S.- What did you…

Highs and Lows

This exhaustion is so intoxicating, making me high, when I’m actually just real down. Maybe I’m not down, maybe I’m better than I’ve ever been before. Being high or down may not be two different things. Being high does not always gives us euphoria, being down doesn’t always means that we’re stressed. Maybe the highs…

The Breakdown

The day before yesterday, I had a breakdown. I thought I was better now. I thought I was over it all. Everything was going well. I was exceptionally happy and content with everything in my life. But then, it hit me like BAM! I couldn’t speak, couldn’t even comprehend what others were saying to me….

One of Those Nights

Tonight is one of those nights when I just can’t get you out of my head. There’s only one thing that I want to ask you. How does it feel knowing that you destroyed the one thing that I had? Tonight is one of those nights when I just lie awake on my bed, and…

White Knight

You’re not my white knight in a shining armor. I thought it was you, but you’re not. I was wrong. You’re just the person whom I love, unconditionally, even though you never come to my rescue. You’re the one , whom I expect nothing from. You’re the one who can hurt me, over and over…

A Dream

I saw a dream last night. It was you, with someone else. Someone, who was far more beautiful than me, who was way better than me in every aspect. I was shattered, felt like I couldn’t breathe, and that’s when I woke up. But it’s okay. It’s actually good if you move on with someone…

Since you left

You did it again, didn’t you? Left me all alone when I needed you the most? Don’t worry, I didn’t fall apart this time. I’ve grown stronger, you know, since the day you left me in the dark, without any reason. I still have my break downs, but I’ve got better at hiding them, thanks…

A Temporary Solace

You remember that last pic we took on the last day of school? The pic in which you held my hand like you’ll never let it go? Things changed, I guess, or was it you who changed? Or was it me? What did change between us? So many questions float around in my head, keeping…

The Autumn Fall

Wanted some thing, the other thing happened. Cool autumn breeze cooling the tears escaping from my eyes. The sun was set, darkness growing, wind gaining speed, leaves falling. Even the nature empathizes with me. Never in my life did I think that it would be you whom I’ll have to call my Autumn Fall. Inspired…