A Beautiful Piece of Art

When asked, she smiles and says, “I’m okay, thank you, good day”. Half moon circles adorn her wrist, hidden under the long sleeves of her tees. Dark circles under her eyes, concealed by a lavish amount of make up. Pain in her smile disguised into beautiful words. Emptiness in her heart veiled through a beautiful…

A Soul stronger than ever before

We were a wretched mess, hanging on by a wafer thin thread, clinging onto little moments of happiness. And when that thread broke, we fell apart and I was left alone, constantly thinking of where it all went wrong. Then I hit my lowest last year, suffocating beneath all that pain, kept fighting for fresh…

Blur and Chaos

Colors blur and I can’t make one out from other, images pass through my mind of moments past, words mix and all I can hear is madness. I’m trying to think straight, to see through all these blurry images, to focus on one word, on one voice. Hands shaking, head pounding, heart beating faster than…

Quote #16

So many thoughts go through my mind at a rate even faster than my mind is capable of handling, Colors blur into each other and I can’t make one out from another. It’s time to let go, to let this chaos take over. P.S.- Do you relate with this? What did this quote make you…

Please just stay

There are people who love me, whom I am so grateful to have, and yet, even they can’t get through to me, I can’t let even them in. It’s so hot, and so dark even though the light’s on, I’m sweating and crying and shaking, and I can’t find an escape. I splash water on…

Escaping the Unescapable

Can’t we pause for a moment and just breathe? All these thoughts running wild in my mind, all these queries wearying my soul down, all these emotions suffocating my heart, what am I supposed to do with all this? How can I ever break free from myself? This unescapable heat of constant anxiety, this mindlessly…

Quote #15

You’re just a haunted dream to me now. Nothing more. P.S.- Did this quote remind you of someone? What did it make you think of? Share your thoughts below!

I’m not you

Please. Just stop trying to control every fucking thing in my life. Who to talk to, what to wear, when to sleep and what to feel. Please just let me be. I know you care, want only good for me, but it gets suffocating, constantly trying to mould myself into the person that you want…

Tore down my own self

“Why am I not enough?” I used to wonder, every single moment of every single day. It seemed as though, everyone would be happier, everything would be nicer, if only I wouldn’t be a part of it. Everything wrong seemed to be because of me, blame upon blame, I showered upon myself. Ruthlessly and cold…

Trying to be Calm

I should be calm and collected, and not be affected, by something that isn’t even in my control. I think, think and think, over-contemplate every little thing, only for me to be left in the ruins of negativity. I try to be worth what I have, but I just can’t seem to catch, the idea…