To ease this chaos in my mind

I don’t want to seem too clingy,

and that is why I don’t tell you,

how desperately I need you

to be there for me sometimes.

I don’t want to irritate you,

and that is why I don’t tell you,

the things that are threatening

to tear me apart.

I don’t want to disturb you,

and that is why I don’t tell you,

how I sometimes feel like

I’m just a liability to you.

I don’t want to annoy you,

and that is why I don’t tell you,

that sometimes,I NEED you

to tell me that you love me.

I need these little affirmations

every now and then,

to ease this chaos in my mind,

to feel like I’m wanted.

P.S.-

Maybe this is too much to ask from someone but sometimes, it’s all a person needs to breathe one more time. Let me know what you think of this poem!

13 Comments Add yours

  1. Sohair says:

    Beautiful.. Keep writing 🌹

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    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you. Much appreciated ♥

      Like

  2. Shreya Garg says:

    I can resonate with it, so nicely woven

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you. I’m glad you liked it ♥

      Like

  3. To ease this chaos instead of get rid off….Well please let me know why you used a little soft tone but your requests were very genuine

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    1. Sonali says:

      Chaos is inevitable, no matter how hard you try to get rid of it or avoid it. So the best we can do is maybe try and minimise the negative effects of it.
      Thank you ♥

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  4. Jokerswild says:

    This is beautiful lovely, something everyone should want to hear. To long to hear these words would be a gift. Affirmation isn’t afflicting, confirmation should never be conflicting and wanting to be comforting should never be looked at as suffocating. One should be afraid to let you go because they couldn’t breathe without you, that’s what would be suffocating😉. You put a plea of emotion into each verse that touched the very topic that people think about all the time but people who love someone or want to love someone shouldn’t have thoughts like that. Comfort isn’t clingy, love isn’t a liability and you don’t seek a refund in a relationship because someone wanted to much of your heart. Sometimes commitment can cause chaos in the mind lovely especially if it’s a one way road. Make sure their heart needs your mind and that’ll ease all the chaos.♥️

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    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you soooooo much! This comment is so heartwarming that I’m crying now! ♥♥♥

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Jokerswild says:

        You are so very welcome lovely, this was an amazing and heartfelt poem. You are heartwarming.♥️♥️♥️. Thank you🌹

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      2. Sonali says:

        ♥♥♥

        Liked by 1 person

  5. The yearning is vivid. You wrote it beautifully

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you so so much ♥♥

      Liked by 1 person

      1. You are welcome 💕

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