Can’t we pause for a moment
and just breathe?
All these thoughts running wild in my mind,
all these queries wearying my soul down,
all these emotions suffocating my heart,
what am I supposed to do with all this?
How can I ever break free from myself?
This unescapable heat of constant anxiety,
this mindlessly terrorizing panic,
this unreasonably raw grief and guilt,
trying to consume away my whole existence.
How does one even run away from all this?
I need to escape,
escape this heat, these streets, these thoughts,
escape this grief, this guilt, these expectations,
escape all the things that surround me,
and all the things that consume me.
I need to run away,
run away and never look back.
But where can I run off to,
so as to disappear completely,
as if I never walked on this Earth?
Wrote something new after a very long time. Let me know what you think of it!