The Breakdown

The day before yesterday,

I had a breakdown.

I thought I was better now.

I thought I was over it all.

Everything was going well.

I was exceptionally happy

and content with everything in my life.

But then, it hit me like BAM!

I couldn’t speak,

couldn’t even comprehend

what others were saying to me.

It was so sudden

that I thought that it’ll

take me under.

I was gasping for fresh air

but I couldn’t find any.

I was frantically looking for tranquility,

but all I found was utter chaos.

I don’t even remember

how the hell I got out of that trance.

I couldn’t sleep that night.

I kept reading until I passed out.

And that’s how I’m falling asleep

most of these days.

P.S.-

Have you ever gone through something similar like this? Share your thoughts below!

5 Comments Add yours

  1. Jokerswild says:

    Sometimes we must wade through the chaos to find our sanity lovely. That’s why they call it organized chaos and that’s what I see here, it was like the calm before the storm but it was a storm within your control. Like I say, when your lost in the dark, look for the light. There’s always those people that holds keys to sanity.😉

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Sonali says:

      Like always, you get me Roy. And indeed, I agree with you. Guess there’s no surprise in that. 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Jokerswild says:

        ♥️♥️. No surprise lovely😊. In reality, it’s me agreeing with you for you to agree with me.🌹

        Liked by 1 person

      2. Sonali says:

        And this is exactly what happens every time. 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

      3. Jokerswild says:

        I agree 😉

        Liked by 1 person

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