All black, no white

You were supposed to tell me that I’m worth it. But instead, you made me question my existence. You were supposed to teach me how to believe in myself. But instead, you made me hate myself. You were supposed to show me how beautiful life can be. But instead, you made me want to end…

Why this hatred, love?

Why is it that you hate me so much? Is it because I’m not pure, or is it because I’m not perfect like your other one? I’ve always longed for your love, like a stranded sailor in the cruel sea. But I always found myself returning empty handed, with a wounded heart. I am your…