I stay awake all night,

on my bed,

staring at the ceiling,


“Where did it all go wrong?”

Do you ever do the same?

You used to say that

you won’t ever leave me,

that you’d always be there for me.

Where are you now

that I need you the most?

Why did you lie?

I don’t know this person

that I’m turning into,

and it scares me…

to realise that I’m going

back in that darkness you brought me out of.

And I don’t want to resist.

Music is my only escape

but it too,

brings me back to you.

Everything and everyone

takes me back to you.

Only you.


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5 Comments Add yours

  1. Jokerswild says:

    We always think about that one person no matter what and that’ll never change in a way. The words you spoke are feelings of genuine longing for a person of memories and trust me, how special you are, that person feels the same. For all the thinking and memories one holds, that person hasn’t really left you at all and vice versa which is why every smile you see, every sunrise that may be and every song by CD will remind you of them. Memories are like books in a library, they are in the mind for a reason…the past knowledge fuels us and prepares us for present and future happenings which is why new books exist. The darkness you feel you are going into is merely another room where you have to light up because that’s what your presence does. You light up lives.❤️

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    1. Sonali says:

      You don’t have any idea how much your words mean to me. I was away for this past month because of my exams but now that i’ve returned, it’s like I never left. Reading your comment in my notifications is like the best welcome gift ever. Thank you so much for being so kind to me.

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      1. Jokerswild says:

        You are so welcome lovely and it’s good to have you back, you’ve been missed❤️. I hope you did great on your exams and continue walking on your bright path. Keep smiling as you make everyone else do.🌹

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      2. Sonali says:

        Thank you and you too 🙂

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