It’s a chaos going on inside me.

I myself don’t understand

the things that I do,

the reason why I’m pushing

everyone away.

I’m scared…

that I’m losing everything,

everyone that I have.

I’m scared I’m isolating myself,

and climbing down into the darkness

from which you pulled me out.

I’m scared that this chaos

is never going to settle down.

I’m scared that I’m going to lose myself

in this chaos that I’m in.

I’m scared that I am the chaos,

that I’m going to ruin

everything and everyone

around me.

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Have you ever felt like this, like it’s best for everyone that you stay away from them? What did this poem made you feel like? Share below!

9 Comments Add yours

  1. Brothers Campfire says:

    I have a friend that feels this way and expressed it in similar fashion. What should I tell my friend?

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    1. Sonali says:

      I don’t know what you can say. But just be there for your friend and let him know that he’s worth all the pain. That would really mean more than anything that you can say.

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    1. Sonali says:

      I’m sorry that you do.


  2. Jokerswild says:

    Like the mind, the heart can also play tricks too lovely and sometimes the heart will tell us to “run”, but you have to understand which way.❤️. You may feel that isolation is best to avoid hurting others and that’s because you have a beautiful heart, because of that, you’ll find some will gravitate to your chaos. To be missed is never to be alone, some people are storm chasers and there is a rainbow in every storm. Storms can be chaotic but beautifully calm, you never know what others need until they need you.🌹

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    1. Sonali says:

      Like always, beautifully said. Thank you for bringing positivity in my life.

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Jokerswild says:

        Thank you for being a positive part in my life.🌹. Keep smiling.

        Liked by 1 person

      2. Sonali says:

        You’re welcome. You too 🙂

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