Unwanted.
Easily replacable.
No significance whatsoever.
An emotional, miserable mess.
A hopeless, naive, teenage cliche.
A desolated outcast with no hope.
A weak, heavy heart, filled with remorse.
That’s how I feel right now about myself.
And it’s you who made me feel like this.
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Do you ever feel like this? Has someone you loved ever made you feel like shit? How did you deal with it? Share below!
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Very much common a feeling for us, the rational beings.. I myself, at such times coolly move on and let them go, telling myself.. “They’ll realise later whom they lost, and they’ll come back to see a much stronger me enjoying a much better life without them..”
Love yourself dear.. Stay much more worthy to yourself than to anyone else.. God bless.. 😇💕
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I agree with you and that’s a nice way you handle things. Thank you 🙂
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All teenagers aren’t this thoughtful.. Loved to find such depth in your age.. All young ones aren’t that ‘young’ always.. Many come in this world, much matured than their biological age, says my own experience.. As my Miss. Experience always pushes me, to lend my hands to the young ones who asks for ‘advices’ or let’s take it as helping hands, while desperately seeking the Truth.. Happy ‘growing up’ while learning from all the traps ahead, along with the same depth dear..we all are always here, when you need ‘advice’ or help..😆😉.. You’ll succeed learning for sure.. 😇💕
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Thank you so much and again, I agree with you. Experience does teach us a lot. Thank you 🙂
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Let go and see what come back. What come back is yours and what doesn’t come back was never yours.
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Ain’t that the truth of life!
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Yes, it is. Who really didn’t care for you won’t come back.
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I agree.
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Wow this just blew my mind. Because it is so true. What is gone and doesn’t return wasn’t meant to be. But what was gone and has return was meant to be. I think you’ve might have given me a different perspective on something I’m dealing with in my personal life.
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Glad you like the thought.
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Well, that’s great! I hope you well.
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As a teen, you’re discovering yourself. It’s so easy for all of us older adults to advise you this, or suggest that… We’ve been you… We’ve faced people belittling, Gaslighting, and Munipulating our words, thoughts, and deeds.
But, did we listen to adults at your age? Probably not… So I don’t expect you to listen to any of us… What I do know… All of us advising you… Have lived past it… We’ve married, matured, moved on, exc.
These are your self discovery years… Yours 💖 Only YOU decide that, and that’s your truth.
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Thank you so much for your lovely comment and thank you for reaching out to me. It really means a lot.
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Don’t ever let anyone make you feel this way.
Hope you are well. Hugs
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I’ll try. I’ve been better. Thank you Andrew 🙂
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Well, I hope each day gets better.
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Thank you so much. It really means a lot to me 🙂
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Just remember… You are not what others think or say of you. You are your own definition of beauty. Understand your true self and what you really want deep down.
Take care❤️
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Thank you for your inspiring words Vrunda. I really, really appreciate them. Thank you.
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Indeed it’s a clichéd mess and whoever had made me feel like a desolate outcast has been able to just drift away from my close proximity as it’s something to be driven off than getting hit staright on your core . Well shared!💙
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Exactly. Thank you 🙂
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I’d have to let it go, cry it out my system, and then I’d be able to move on. I’m still intact and mend my heart. We learn from our experiences.
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We indeed do and yes, crying helps me a lot too. Thank you for commenting 🙂
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So beautifully written – I hope you feel better
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Thank you. Your support really means a lot to me 🙂
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My absolute pleasure
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As long as I’ve known you lovely, we’ve had a connection and when you write I do feel you….and this is no different but trust me. You are not a negative mess. If someone came and cleaned my room, I probably wouldn’t be able to find nothing 😉❤️. Being this way is what makes us who we are, and no one can “make” us this way! Weak, yes, weak at the knees because we are sympathetic people, heavy hearted….only cause we have a lot of love to give. Carrying remorse, only that of others dear and hopeless….yes we are…hopeless romantics.😍. Beautiful qualities that make you the lovely one you are and if someone made you feel bad, then they should feel ten times worse. But trust me, you have nothing to feel bad about because you are like me, a organized chaos and that’s unique and that’s no cliche’.😉❤️
No one can make you feel any way you don’t want to feel, you’re to strong lovely, trust me….I know you.😉🌹🌹
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You have no idea how much strength this comment has given me. This comment is one of those few things which has helped make it out this past month. Thank you.
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I’m glad lovely because everything I say to you, I mean it whole heartedly❤️, just like you I speak from one place😉. (And don’t say the mouth you Joker 😂). I feel ya!😉. You’re not a mess, you’re just “mess”merizing! Remember that.
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Don’t worry Roy. If you’re like me, then I think I know where you speak from. Well, thank you and so are you 🙂
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Yeah, we’re alike so you know😉. And I’m only half as you are.🌹
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Half as me?
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I’m only half as mesmerizing as you lovely ❤️😉
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I think you’re wrong about this one Roy. ♥️🌹
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🤔. Hmmm, our first disagreement 😁❤️
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Indeed 😂
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Lol, at least we can laugh about it.🌹😂
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Sure we can 🙂
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😉😊
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Sometimes we might feel like this
and sometimes are due to others
could be even due to our loved ones
this makes us reflect and ponder,
was real the love it felt for me?
a lot of things makes us wonder
don’t give that much power to others
and that feeling you’ll get to smother.
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Beautifully written. Thank you 🙂
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If it makes you feel at least a little better it always will be my pleasure!
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It made me feel loads better. Thank you for that 🌹
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