A Clichéd Mess

Unwanted.

Easily replacable.

No significance whatsoever.

An emotional, miserable mess.

A hopeless, naive, teenage cliche.

A desolated outcast with no hope.

A weak, heavy heart, filled with remorse.

That’s how I feel right now about myself.

And it’s you who made me feel like this.

P.S.-

Do you ever feel like this? Has someone you loved ever made you feel like shit? How did you deal with it? Share below!

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  1. Very much common a feeling for us, the rational beings.. I myself, at such times coolly move on and let them go, telling myself.. “They’ll realise later whom they lost, and they’ll come back to see a much stronger me enjoying a much better life without them..”
    Love yourself dear.. Stay much more worthy to yourself than to anyone else.. God bless.. 😇💕

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    1. Sonali says:

      I agree with you and that’s a nice way you handle things. Thank you 🙂

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      1. All teenagers aren’t this thoughtful.. Loved to find such depth in your age.. All young ones aren’t that ‘young’ always.. Many come in this world, much matured than their biological age, says my own experience.. As my Miss. Experience always pushes me, to lend my hands to the young ones who asks for ‘advices’ or let’s take it as helping hands, while desperately seeking the Truth.. Happy ‘growing up’ while learning from all the traps ahead, along with the same depth dear..we all are always here, when you need ‘advice’ or help..😆😉.. You’ll succeed learning for sure.. 😇💕

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      2. Sonali says:

        Thank you so much and again, I agree with you. Experience does teach us a lot. Thank you 🙂

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  2. Manoj Mehra says:

    Let go and see what come back. What come back is yours and what doesn’t come back was never yours.

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    1. Sonali says:

      Ain’t that the truth of life!

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      1. Manoj Mehra says:

        Yes, it is. Who really didn’t care for you won’t come back.

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    2. Beutiflee says:

      Wow this just blew my mind. Because it is so true. What is gone and doesn’t return wasn’t meant to be. But what was gone and has return was meant to be. I think you’ve might have given me a different perspective on something I’m dealing with in my personal life.

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      1. Manoj Mehra says:

        Glad you like the thought.

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      2. Sonali says:

        Well, that’s great! I hope you well.

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  3. Nova says:

    As a teen, you’re discovering yourself. It’s so easy for all of us older adults to advise you this, or suggest that… We’ve been you… We’ve faced people belittling, Gaslighting, and Munipulating our words, thoughts, and deeds.
    But, did we listen to adults at your age? Probably not… So I don’t expect you to listen to any of us… What I do know… All of us advising you… Have lived past it… We’ve married, matured, moved on, exc.
    These are your self discovery years… Yours 💖 Only YOU decide that, and that’s your truth.

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    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you so much for your lovely comment and thank you for reaching out to me. It really means a lot.

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  4. Don’t ever let anyone make you feel this way.
    Hope you are well. Hugs

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    1. Sonali says:

      I’ll try. I’ve been better. Thank you Andrew 🙂

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      1. Well, I hope each day gets better.

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      2. Sonali says:

        Thank you so much. It really means a lot to me 🙂

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  5. Vrunda says:

    Just remember… You are not what others think or say of you. You are your own definition of beauty. Understand your true self and what you really want deep down.
    Take care❤️

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    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you for your inspiring words Vrunda. I really, really appreciate them. Thank you.

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  6. Samyak Singh says:

    Indeed it’s a clichéd mess and whoever had made me feel like a desolate outcast has been able to just drift away from my close proximity as it’s something to be driven off than getting hit staright on your core . Well shared!💙

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    1. Sonali says:

      Exactly. Thank you 🙂

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  7. Beutiflee says:

    I’d have to let it go, cry it out my system, and then I’d be able to move on. I’m still intact and mend my heart. We learn from our experiences.

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    1. Sonali says:

      We indeed do and yes, crying helps me a lot too. Thank you for commenting 🙂

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  8. So beautifully written – I hope you feel better

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    1. Sonali says:

      Thank you. Your support really means a lot to me 🙂

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      1. My absolute pleasure

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  9. Jokerswild says:

    As long as I’ve known you lovely, we’ve had a connection and when you write I do feel you….and this is no different but trust me. You are not a negative mess. If someone came and cleaned my room, I probably wouldn’t be able to find nothing 😉❤️. Being this way is what makes us who we are, and no one can “make” us this way! Weak, yes, weak at the knees because we are sympathetic people, heavy hearted….only cause we have a lot of love to give. Carrying remorse, only that of others dear and hopeless….yes we are…hopeless romantics.😍. Beautiful qualities that make you the lovely one you are and if someone made you feel bad, then they should feel ten times worse. But trust me, you have nothing to feel bad about because you are like me, a organized chaos and that’s unique and that’s no cliche’.😉❤️
    No one can make you feel any way you don’t want to feel, you’re to strong lovely, trust me….I know you.😉🌹🌹

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