The Insane Sis

Broken, all alone,

that’s how I was

before you walked

in my life.

 

You made me heal,

made me feel

like I belonged.

You became for me

what no one ever

could be.

 

And now you’re gone,

left me all alone.

You ask me to let you go,

but little do you know

that it’s something I can never do.

 

You say I’m better off

without you;

I’d rather be worse with you,

than be better off without you.

 

You say you’re not good for me.

You’re right like always,

you’re the best for me.

And I never wanted

good anyway.

 

You never call me anymore;

You ignore when I do.

No reply to my texts,

no more silly laughs with you.

 

You push me away,

I come right back to you.

You say I’m stubborn;

Damn right you are about that.

 

 

It’s you who signed up for this,

for me sticking up with you,

for me holding on to you,

even when you start to let go

of yourself.

You signed up for this,

the moment you called me sis.

 

 

Note-

This poem is for a very special friend who became my sister. There are times when she behaves like an absolute idiot (which she actually is) but then again, I’m not the type of girl who gives up on family.